you have no idea how much you’re killing me
the worst part about being truly happy, is the sadness that comes after it. because at one point or another the happiness goes away and you hit rock bottom. but this time, you hit harder. you hit harder because you know what its like to be actually happy making it harder for you to lie to yourself and to fake a smile and pretend. and when you start to swim up, you wont be able to make it this time because you hit so hard and so far down that you get tired and eventually give up.
